Symtoms of a Complex

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Get in my belly

A recent study found that Chinese restaurant food to be unhealthy. This story from the associated press is so lame. It's not Chinese food that's unhealthy, it's any food in a typical restaurant in the U.S. that's unhealthy. I'm sure that white rice can't be much worse for me than the plate full of ribs immersed in barbeque sauce or that grease-dripping hamburger that I had for lunch this week.

I want my babyback, babyback...

As a sidenote, my local Chili's doesn't even serve half-rack of ribs anymore; only full rack. And people wonder why Americans are so fat.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

God damn it Gump, You're a god damn genius... You must have a god damn IQ of ...

When I feel like cursing at the world this line from Forrest Gump for some reason comes up in my head. I just can't remember the iq number. I swear that the meaning of life is well conveyed in that movie.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Good Grief



Swiped from www.snoopy.com, but summarizes how I've been feeling lately.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Nervous Twitch

Back home already. Have a million things to do, but I don't want to do any of it. Break was wasted. My nervous twitch stopped, though. My body hasn't adjusted to the time change yet, but at least I'm giving my liver some time to rest.

My violin lesson went poorly, but what could I do? I couldn't practice for a whole week. Damn, recital time is coming soon, too. Bourrée? More likely Bousillé.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Guitars, Beer, and Short Skirts

Just get there on time. Didn't get much sleep the night before departing for Nashville. Still working. Never want to see another bottle of white-out again; bring it along anyways.

Midnight and too tired to wash clothes. For all that I hate Wal-Mart, I buy underwear and socks. Just throw stuff in the bag and sort it out later. Two suits, four shirts, and underwear. More underwear. Socks, toothbrush. Get to airport. Cheap parking ain't that cheap. Call the girls, they're running late.

Taxi cab to Gaylord. Looks expensive-and is expensive. Opening dinner reception going your own way but end up together again. Make up your mind girls.

Never there when needed, always there unwanted. Tried to find Kinko's for coworker- found a grocery store. Last minute again. Not really surprised.

You again? Saw a few familiar faces, expected and unexpected ones. Maybe again next year.

Paper big and small. And digitized? "Don't look at it anymore... just go to sleep." But can't sleep. Play a song for a while- still suck at piano. Homeless for a few hours- but no big deal. Anyways the presentation went well. Held my own, I believe. The e-word was popular this year for some reason. Thank you to the good doctor. And not just for the place to stay.

"What happened to you?" "Give it one more year." Stop! Cover my ears. Leperous posters. I tried. I couldn't hide your scars. Cowardly. Unwanted, I leave you behind. You won't be printed again. Try to forget with J.D. I can't lift my head, and it's probably not just the whiskey and beer.

Out to town. Real Nashville. Not as phony as cowboyhat-and-ponies Nashville but as phony as store-after-store-of-cheap-crap Nashville. But hopefully not as bad as ironcross-and-swastica Nashville. Real Nashville probably located somewhere near that Big-K. Instead of Dukes of Hazard, there's a museum for Charlie Daniels. My mom is in one of the photographs. Small world indeed.

Funny little Vandy. Corn-fed girls? Really tall; short skirts.
Sorry, don't follow ncaa basketball.

Bought Vandy stuff for my sister. Medium t-shirt is smaller than size 4T and 4-5 for my neice.

Kicked out of Chemistry Lab. Just looking around, geesh.

What the...? Nobodaddy and the fallen angel sabotage Jack (humanity) with industrialist card (modernization) and flying pumpkins. Reflection on modern world greed and materialism. Don't understand. I'm going back in the rain.

I love the sound. Music City lives up to its name. Nevertheless, spent the last night wearing a fake cowboy hat. Had enough of tourist trap and semi tourist trap. Ready to go home. The girls already left the day before.

After apple juice, came back home. It's hot again.

Friday, March 09, 2007

Nice guys finish last

The saying 'nice guys finish last' may be a bit of an overstatement, but I tell you, nice guys most certainly do not finish first either. Which is worst, failing miserably or consistently doing mediocre?

Thursday, March 01, 2007

If the Japanese could only write history textbooks as well as how Saddam wrote novels

The battleship Yamato was really commisioned as a space craft to fight extra-terrestrials.

Japanese newspaper articles keeping score on the competition on how many people were decapitated in Nanjing were actually the... uh... I mean the Japanese were never there.

The attack on Pearl Harbor was actually a commercial whaling expedition for Minke whales that had lost its direction... fuck, I mean it was a whaling science research expedition gone awry.

Asian women were not coerced into forced prostitution. The prime minister said so himself.


Help the US House tell the Japanese government to go fuck themselves.
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INTRODUCTION OF THE COMFORT WOMEN RESOLUTION
HON. MICHAEL M. HONDA OF CALIFORNIA IN THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Mr. HONDA. Madam Speaker, I rise today in strong support of the over 200,000 ‘‘comfort women’’ in Asia who suffered unimaginable dehumanization by the Japanese Imperial Army during Japan’s colonial and wartime occupation of Asia and the Pacific Islands from the 1930s through the duration of World War II.

These women, whose experiences were unprecedented in cruelty and were officially commissioned by the Government of Japan, endured gang rape, forced abortions, humiliation, and sexual violence resulting in mutilation, death, or eventual suicide—and to this date, they have still not received justice from this tragedy.

Their hope is a modest one: That the government of Japan acknowledges, apologizes and accepts full historical responsibility for this crime.

Today, I am introducing a resolution which calls on Japan to formally and unambiguously apologize and acknowledge the tragedy which the comfort women endured under its Imperial Army during World War II. Not only should Japan’s Prime Minister issue a public apology, Japan must take responsibility unequivocally. Some question whether this resolution is necessary and warn that it could affect our nation’s strong friendship and alliance with Japan. Some even argue that Japan has already apologized, and this resolution fails to recognize that. It is true that Japan’s previous Prime Ministers have issued statements related to comfort women. However, it is clear that these statements are not viewed by the government of Japan with unequivocal respect, and the comfort women themselves do not consider them formal apologies. Japan has equivocated in its stance on this issue, which is made clear in their recent attempts to alter previous public statements and their school textbooks. For example, in 1993, Japan’s then Chief Cabinet Secretary Yohei Kono issued an encouraging statement regarding Japan’s comfort women, which expressed the Government’s sincere apologies and remorse for their ordeal. Today, some members of Japan’s Liberal Democratic Party strive to review and even possibly rescind Secretary Kono’s statement. Further, the Japanese government continues to seek to downplay the comfort women system in its textbooks. We must ask ourselves, if Japan has truly come to terms with its past in acknowledging what its Imperial Army forced upon these women, why are they suppressing the knowledge of this through education? Education on this tragedy is important to ensure that future violence against women, especially in conflicts, should not be tolerated or repeated. Textbook suppression, coupled with efforts to revise Secretary Kono’s 1993 statement, is disheartening and indicates that Japan wavers in its apology to these women. I want to make it clear that I recognize and value the importance of our strong friendship with Japan. I appreciate Japan’s efforts to provide monetary compensation to surviving comfort women through the Asia Women’s Fund, a government-initiated and largely government-funded private foundation whose purpose was the carrying out of programs and projects with the aim of atonement for the comfort women. The Asia Women’s Fund is to be disbanded on March 31, 2007, and while I agree that the Asia Women’s Fund was important, the reality is that the majority of surviving comfort women refused to accept these funds, and that without an unambiguous and unequivocal apology from the government of Japan, the money was not significant to them. The purpose of this resolution is not to bash or humiliate Japan. This is about achieving justice for the few remaining women who survived this atrocity. We must recognize this grave human rights violation, which has remained unknown for so many years. Further, this resolution is intended to encourage and provide for reconciliation, as the U.S. Congress did when it passed H.R. 442, the Civil Liberties Act of 1988, which was a formal apology made to U.S. citizens of Japanese ancestry who were unjustly put into internment camps during World War II. As someone who was put into an internment camp at a young age, I know firsthand that we must not be ignorant of the past, and that reconciliation through government actions is long lasting.

I would be remiss if I failed to recognize the efforts that my good friend and former colleague Lane Evans made to push this issue forward in Congress. I am proud to be carrying the torch that Lane passed on, and commend him for the hope he has instilled in the comfort women and the communities that have worked so hard on their behalf by bringing this issue to Congress.

Madam Speaker, to put it frankly, the few surviving comfort women in the world who live with this burden are dying. We must help them achieve some peace of mind by moving this resolution forward. For the women who survived this brutality, this resolution demonstrates that our nation supports them and hears their voices calling for justice.